A dip and a curve in my path

I won! Well yes, I won the planner that Allison offered! woohoo!

Stubborn,
Why must I be a child of a parent who is stubborn?  Well I could blame it on her being part American Indian and part Irish, or I could say it is her age and she is not going to change. Either way, I HAVE to deal with this.  I love my mom dearly, but she is stubborn.  Ironically my husband laughs at me when I complain about this because he claims I am the same way. My mom's birthday was yesterday, she turned 69 years old. For her birthday I told her she couldn't continue the way things are.  It scares me to know what I know, but it hurts my heart to think of the reality that I don't know.  So here on mom's birthday we both, as stubborn as we are start a new journey together.   So many questions flood through my thoughts as I try to process what is actually happenning. Simple things, or should I say things that I take for granted, she  can't do. Her vision is to the point she can't read.  Let alone all of the known medical problems that she has and has actually admitted to me.  Ironically starting the Sunday 7 was just the first step to the rest of my life. I started working on procrastinating, cooking nightly dinners at home that I had planned out ahead of time for budget reason, working on sending love and hope out to the ones that hurt me most, and praying to god daily.  Who would have thought that this foundation is one that I would need so deeply to be capable of taking the next step on my journey,........my mom. I need to be more structured as I start on this next step, or life will be overwhelming.  I plan on continuing this blog to help me mentally sort out where I need to be, how I need  to get there and why.     Nothing that is before me is unattainable, I just need need to focus clearly on my basic Sunday7 to guide me to reaching my goals,

God grant me serenity........looks like a good addition where to start, I will need it.